31.12.02

Aun sigo demasiado triste, no tengo deseos de hacer absolutamente nada, me siento increíblemente mal, aun con la presión asquerosa en el pecho y el vacío que siento en la boca del estomago por esta situación, como me gustaría poder cambiar todo o que simplemente todo fuera normal y no pasara lo que esta pasando ahora, algo totalmente anormal, algo injusto, algo que solo pasaría en una película…

Entre otras cosas, para nada importantes, hace como una semana me teñí el cabello de color rojo, quería hacer una loquera diferente y además hace tres días fui a la playa, la pase entre triste y bien, fue una sensación demasiada extraña, como una angustia traumática que en momentos se convertía en desesperación…

Allí mismo me hice un tatuaje que se quita como a los 22 días en la muñeca, estilo pulsera y me gusta como se ve, podría ser que en su momento me piense hacer una de verdad…

Es demasiado extraño el pasar de una alegría increíble donde se acabo mi única tristeza a una desgracia tan asquerosa que me hace sufrir, y seguiré diciendo “NO ES JUSTO”.


Oasis - Wonderwall

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now
Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now
And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
Today was gonna be the day?
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now
And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after an
You're my wonderwall
Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me

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